It has been a while since I updated my blog. In fact a while might just be an understatement. I believe this may actually be my first post for 2010. Sad that it comes in May. Nevertheless here I am 11:48 in the evening typing on the computer, Kate is fast asleep as is Maya of course. Recently my life has been completely consumed by my house. When I say consumed I mean it. I feel like my job is suffering, my relationship with Kate has become strained, I have become estranged from my friends and even my family.
For this, I can't say that I am sorry. This is life. This is what happens in life. There are good times and bad. The selling of this house and the timing was completely out of my control. Who knew it would sell in a week? Who knew that I would have to complete 30% of the projects that have been on my list for 3 years in a mere 60 days. In a short while it will all be worth it. Kate and I will be living with her parents and I am sure that it will feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. There will be more problems down the road, there always will be. I will face these struggles with the knowledge that those who truly love me, those that are loyal and there for me will be there no matter what. There is one person who I would never doubt will always fulfill the above criteria.
Kate Deem I truly love you with all my heart. Everything I do, I do for us. I do it all for our future together. I know that you will always be there for me, will always love me and support me. For these reasons and more I look forward to the day that I will call you my bride, 12/11/10.
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